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onetreehillweb rachel

I should write more.

I haven't written in over a month. That's become the norm. I read my friends posts, but, I just don't feel like putting my life into words.

Things with Jamie have been better than ever since she's been back, but now she hasn't been around for close to 3 days, with no sign of her at all and it makes me worry. It's a worry brought on by the fact she lives in the USA, it's a dangerous country and I feel like anything can happen there 10 times as much as anything could happen here, although it's all the same really, it's just my perception. She knows I worry, so I am annoyed. But mostly worried. I hate worrying about if she is okay or if something happened. I hate it. I dislike being scared for her safety. In the past she's always wound up being fine more or less, but that doesn't change the fact that this time maybe she isn't. I really don't need this stress.

In unrelated comments, I hate the fucking cold. I'm over it. My hands are so cold just typing this. Over it.
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