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onetreehillweb rachel

Not knowing what to say

... or do or write or feel.

I've tried to just have an easy day today without thinking about all the stuff I need to do. Got my laundry done and have organised aspects of my computer and just watched some TV, which is good I guess.

Last night by time the girlfriend and I were done watching fireworks and browsing K-Mart I curled up into bed while she played on my computer and listened to Moves Like Jagger. I don't know if it was here being here or the music or what but I eventually fell asleep, only to wake up when she was ready to leave. I still felt drowsy but after she left I had trouble returning to my slumber and it frustrates me how easily I sleep until she leaves. I think I slept okay once I returned to sleep.

Everything feels so dull right now. I feel restless. I feel bored. I don't have the time or energy for everything I need to do and that seems to be all I can focus on.

I am dreading the return to work placement on Monday. I'm dreading the stuff I have to write up about what I have learned, before returning on Monday.

So drained.

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onetreehillweb rachel

December 2011

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